sharon's little bloggie

my result's out! i've flunk my p2! now i hv to extend my studies half a yr! sooooo disappointed! juz another 2 more marks i'll pass.. juz 2 more marks but........... haiz~ reallly couldn't describe da sadness i felt when i got my results dat day.. when i first saw da result on email, i was shocked and strengthless for da first few minutes.. then, my tears starting to burst out like waterfall! altho there's ntg much i can do now, but i juz couldn't stop crying! i've cried for da whole evening d, but my tears seems like couldn't dry off yet! everytime when i'm alone in da room, it wil start to flash over my mind again.. then, my eyes getting red again! haiz~ when can i stop crying?! i stil couldn't accept da truth yet now.. sad sad sad~~~~~

to everyone who put so much hope on me especially my parents and 阿kin叔叔, really sorry to let u guys disappointed on me! altho my parents never blame me for my failure, but i know in their deep heart, they never expect dis outcome fr me.. but besides thousands of apologies, i really don't know wat should i do now! sorry..... sorry..... sorry.....

QJian, thx for always being there when i needed u.. ur support really mean alot to me.. they gave me strength to become stronger.. thx so much!

haiz~ watever~ i'll hv to accept it no matter wat.. there's ntg i can do now to change da fact! fr now on, i'll hv to study harder than before so dat da history wil never repeat again.. i'll hv to make sure it's an absolute NO for dat to ever happen again! never look back~ focus on future~ gambateh!